Equanimity

I want to become non-judgemental and non-discrimination in doing many things.

However, in worldly aspect, this exclude for example doing research papers or
schoolwork which require evaluation, analysis, compare and contrast etc.

[ Rather saying the above statement as I discovered it is quite contradicting in finding inner peace and collaborate with the things I am account for. I found a better words to substitute it with the new word I have learnt from a very inspiring talk which is the word- Mindfulness]

I wish I can and I believe I am in the process of receiving it:-

See everyone as equal,

See things at every angle without any biasness ,
without personal interest, without any emotional influences,

Be at present by being focus,

Be happy.

好多奇怪感觉

今天，莫名其妙， 觉得自己是一个感情丰富的人，可能是因为接触不同人，事物吧。

矛盾

心愿达成了，却又不舍离开从前。
一幕幕经历过的影片从新在脑海里呈现。
那是过去。

现在开始面对现实。
必须担当该有的责任。


看见他
心里有不会解释的兴奋。
可是害怕
怕自己会胡思乱想
明知不会有结果
想他也是白想
可是还是控制不了
也许
时间会淡化一切。


挑战自己
我说你行你就行哦！