Test

I felt disappointed on the Quantitative Skill (QSS) test yesterday.

I made silly mistake (I hope it is only one silly mistake) as I have loss 11 marks.

Heart-broken.

Until today, I still feel the "pain" of this.

But this is bygones, I cannot rope the teacher's test paper as this is a serious academic offense and this would be mission impossible.

So, all I need to do is to pray and prepare for the examination on December.

Lesson learnt-

• Be careful and focus in doing questions.
• Do sufficient revision to accelerate my speed of doing questions so that I would have more time to check the answers.
• Always revise after the lecture and it must within 24 hours, no excuse anymore!

I hope I can score flying colors in this coming exam. God Bless ME.

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival @ Mooncake Festival!

Today is one of the celebrations for Chinese culture i.e Mid-autumn festival. In some families, it would be a gathering time for all members of the family; some will have prayer to the moon to pray for the goddess to fulfill certain wishes, etc.

Thanks to moon cakes advertisement from different bakeries, it reminds people about this celebration, if not it would be forgotten by many people especially the Generation y though the main purpose is to advertise the particular organization's product in order to bring profit to the company.

I am very thankful that I came from a quite traditional family. My family still hold on the tradition to celebrate this big day. Grandma and aunt have spent a few days to prepare a big feast for us (around 40 people) today.

Special compliment to them- grandma and aunt, for continuing the tradition. Besides, with this opportunity we can meet with other relatives which seldom in contact. This actually binds our relationships more closely.

I love Mid-autumn festival. It reminds me about my childhood time. Me, my sisters and fellow cousins were the happiest persons when this day came. After, we, the kids had our delicious dinner, we then played lantern until it is burnt ; played candles and made it an astonish view to behold with many lighted candles; we played games (e.g cat and mouse),etc. Those were memorable experience I can recalled during my childhood period. This year, we had mouth-watering dishes however we did not played games as we had before.

Maybe our batch has grown up, we 'tend to become matured and don't play children games anymore",whereas another batch of cousins are just babies. I need to wait for them to grow up, then I will join their "gang" to play games though I am older than them around 20 years.

I wonder,would the younger generation (which I am one of them) continue this family tradition ?
Anyhow, I wish my family members would be good to each other and continue this tradition.
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival. :)
And don't forget to watch your weight as you would have eaten much moon cakes that are fattening. Haha!

Happy Malaysia Day!

This is the 47th anniversary for formation of Malaysia since 1963 where prior to this was Federation of Malaya. And, after many years of this historical event, this is the first year where all states in Malaysia have an official public holiday on 16 September.

I am neither born before Independence nor Formation of Malaysia,of course, I do not denial I have weak patriotism towards my home country as I do not really into the real meaning of these special occasions (except it is holiday!). Since there are many ugly sides in terms of it politic, economic and social condition as exposed by the media (or even hidden stories) , these has actually taken much sense of belonging here.

However, I have heard a quote somewhere which is quite meaningful;
" Don't hope what the country can do for you; but, what you can do for the country?"

Right, we may be not satisfied with many things here, nevertheless, we were all grown up here, we do get some sort of benefits here like education; free medication for those senior citizens at government hospital; etc. Looking on the bright side, there is no war here; we can still do well if we work hard, this country is not as bad as other countries.

We need to accept the fact that there is no perfect country on planet earth actually. Anywhere has the same scenario but different in its level of seriousness.

I sincerely wish that "one Malaysia" concept will stay and really can be achieved. But not a temporarily slogan to promote unity and then forgotten by people.

All the best to my home country. Happy Malaysia Day!

Equanimity

I want to become non-judgemental and non-discrimination in doing many things.

However, in worldly aspect, this exclude for example doing research papers or
schoolwork which require evaluation, analysis, compare and contrast etc.

[ Rather saying the above statement as I discovered it is quite contradicting in finding inner peace and collaborate with the things I am account for. I found a better words to substitute it with the new word I have learnt from a very inspiring talk which is the word- Mindfulness]

I wish I can and I believe I am in the process of receiving it:-

See everyone as equal,

See things at every angle without any biasness ,
without personal interest, without any emotional influences,

Be at present by being focus,

Be happy.

好多奇怪感觉

今天，莫名其妙， 觉得自己是一个感情丰富的人，可能是因为接触不同人，事物吧。

矛盾

心愿达成了，却又不舍离开从前。
一幕幕经历过的影片从新在脑海里呈现。
那是过去。

现在开始面对现实。
必须担当该有的责任。


看见他
心里有不会解释的兴奋。
可是害怕
怕自己会胡思乱想
明知不会有结果
想他也是白想
可是还是控制不了
也许
时间会淡化一切。


挑战自己
我说你行你就行哦！

New chapter begins

It has been long time I have not blog here. Sorry to my loyal blog fans! (as if I have one, my imagination is as always good. ^^)

I am happy as I managed to get express my degree studies though still waiting for release of foundation result. This can save time and avoid my brain become rusty without waiting for the next intake which will be in October (yey!) .

Time past really fast without noticing. I turned 19 this year; I have completed my foundation program; next week going for degree ( feel excited to meet new friends) ; the list goes on...

There were sweet and sour; thick and thin ; sweat and tears in the foundation program that I have undergo in UCTI. No doubt, it was quite memorable.

I wish everyone from my intake all the best and be successful in their field of profession in the near future.

When you are getting used to the people and environemnt, without noticing it comes to an end. Frankly, I feel bit sad, as I need to say farewell with some friends. But, just as this quote says:-

Don't cry it is over, smile because it happened. (Dr. Seuss)

Ya, right, life still move on, a better tomorrow is waiting ahead!

Something to say

Everyone wish to be comfort when they are down, dismotivated or helpless...

I try my best to open my ears to release people's pain,

I wonder if anyone can be there when I really need one,

I hope someone can be there for me,

but the truth is.....

still in the process of getting one true blue friend.

Nah, I am strong to handle things my own.